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You sit for awhile. You think. Things come around.
1: My family is safe. Thank god....
2: I'm really worried about![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
sehkmet. She's being so hard on herself...
3: I think I realized one reason that things happened...part of me just dearly wants a woman to say "yes". Not "maybe if things had been different". Not "Sorta, but not really". Not "No...but I wish I could." Just...yes. Is it dangerous? Possibly. Will it get me hurt again? Probably.
4: I'm looking forward to OhioMeet.
5: I dearly want to keepsehkmet as a friend. My other feelings? well....that's something I'll just have to deal with. But as a friend, absolutely.
6: I'm really not sure where things are going. But I'll keep moving forward.
7: After reading some of my old LJs, I'm gonna stop saying "things are changing for the better", because it seems to trigger things getting much worse. :D
1: My family is safe. Thank god....
2: I'm really worried about
sehkmet. She's being so hard on herself...3: I think I realized one reason that things happened...part of me just dearly wants a woman to say "yes". Not "maybe if things had been different". Not "Sorta, but not really". Not "No...but I wish I could." Just...yes. Is it dangerous? Possibly. Will it get me hurt again? Probably.
4: I'm looking forward to OhioMeet.
5: I dearly want to keep
sehkmet as a friend. My other feelings? well....that's something I'll just have to deal with. But as a friend, absolutely. 6: I'm really not sure where things are going. But I'll keep moving forward.
7: After reading some of my old LJs, I'm gonna stop saying "things are changing for the better", because it seems to trigger things getting much worse. :D