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Gwuh.

Woke up for work....and felt like raw drek.

Called off work and class. I think I needed it, because I went back to sleep at 9:30, and woke back up about 10 minutes ago. After a shower....I almost feel human.

Probably just punishment for staying up far too late, the past few days, no matter how right it felt at the time.

Oh, well....

Whoa....we just had about 30 police cars tear down Wayne Ave....well, okay. 30 might be exaggerating, but cars with lights and sirens going passed by the room for a good minute, constant.

I think someone's gonna get asskicked.

Oh, well...will do more course reading today, anyhow.

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MUSHing is starting to be an interesting duaity.

M3 is a major problem. So many major problems...and for every solution I find.....the problems sprout incredibly high. I know that others are telling me that I'm doing a good job.

I don't see or feel it, tonight.

X-M:E is something else. I feel a lot lighter about it. I feel rewarded by RP there. Even when I get pissed, I feel relieved at the end.
...and yes, skarlette being there as both partner and stress-reliever is a definent plus. In character or out.

I'm happy, there.

I want to be happy at M3. But nights like tonight....I don't know.

But....she gives me strength. She always gives me strength. And I appreciate it. And I am glad that she lets me give her back anything she wished.