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Nothing is scarier than coming out of the shower, hair still wet, and seeing demeterschild standing there with a christmas present.

"I decided to visit early!"

A very good friend, tho.

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Got my comics research paper back from Prof. Roche. :D

We still disagree on wording and focus a bit, but he gave me an A, so I really can't complain, can I?

Going out to lunch with demeterschild before going back to work.

So give me comfort now...this is the last we may ever get...

*sigh*

I'm not looking forward to this.

Well, that's not exactly true.
I am very much looking forward to my trip to Chicago and skarlette. Aching for it, in fact.

I am looking forward to seeing LoTR:TTT with ijikeru,ixx,bredmold, and whomever else comes.

I am looking forward to seeing demeterschild recived her Masters, and the party to follow. (And yes, I still plan to get myself nice and toasted since I won't have to drive anywhere for a day and a half. Quite frankly, after this semester, I need a drink. ;D)

I am looking forward to pushing myself and finishing my first draft of I.S.

But the rest?

No. No, I'm afraid I'm really not. Particularly the parts with my family.

Some of me just wants to stay in Wooster and do everything from here.
Some of me wishes I could somehow divide my time between Pittsburgh and Chicago, and not become a hobo to do it.

I don't think I have any good answers...except that I'm not sure I'm comfortable with what I am getting.

Going home to pack in about an hour. Computer will be the -last- thing getting broken down and placed in the car, save myself. Use that time to reach me if you like, or call me/text me on my phone.

Will try to make a post or two from my grandparent's house, and from demeterschild's when I stay there, most likely. Not sure how much updating will be done following that. Depends on business and travel schedules.

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I know our relationship is going to be hard.

I know things will take a lot of time.

I know that nothing will be easy.

But even as I say it to you, I have to get it out here, too, because words never carry it enough.

I love you, Lisa.

And no matter what, I don't want to lose you.