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Dec. 14th, 2004 11:16 amEven the snow isn't helping today.
I don't know why, but I feel increasingly depressed, tired, worn, and perhaps a bit excised from social circles I enjoyed being in.
I know my friends are out there, and that timings and such have mostly just been bad, but it's odd to keep trying to get things going or offer to attend things, and instead I see stuff about "nobody's doing anything/nobody's coming."
I turned into a grownup and everyone else is still out having fun without me.
I know this can't be entirely true, given that just Friday I went out with people and had a very good time, so why does it keep coming back?
I don't know why, but I feel increasingly depressed, tired, worn, and perhaps a bit excised from social circles I enjoyed being in.
I know my friends are out there, and that timings and such have mostly just been bad, but it's odd to keep trying to get things going or offer to attend things, and instead I see stuff about "nobody's doing anything/nobody's coming."
I turned into a grownup and everyone else is still out having fun without me.
I know this can't be entirely true, given that just Friday I went out with people and had a very good time, so why does it keep coming back?
