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[bzarcher]

I feel...frustrated. Lisa's connection's wonky and between it all, we haven't seen each other in forever for a good bit of time.

I miss getting to spend several hours at a time with her. I miss getting to just spend most of the day doing nothing except talking about little things, maybe RPing in another window, but definently spending time with her just as her, and not as our characters.

It's nobody's fault, it just happens....it's life.

Life sucks. Why can't life give me what I want?

Yes, I know, I know, I'm whining.

But...dammit. If there's any place I can whine, it's here.

*sighs* She'll be here in a bit less than 2 weeks. And it'll be amazing. And I can't wait for it. And I suppose that's a lot of it. Impaitent, and excited...


I feel tired, and just a bit off....dammit. Gonna go get some sleep. Hopefully it'll help.