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Feb. 10th, 2002 04:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bzarcherWell, shit.
Someone on the MUSH (the person who plays MegaMan, in fact, though she's a woman), saw that I was clearly depressed. Decided to talk to me to help me out. Told her stuff, we spent time talking, then curling up, then kissing. Felt much better by the end.
About 5 minutes it hit me that she's not only in Canada, but dating the MUSH's director/head admin.
And I damn near virtually slept with her.
Shit, kid. You're batting 1000.
Why do I keep doing this to myself? WHY? WHY? WHY?
I can't get a date with a single woman or hold a relationship with someone who's avalible to save my life, but I seem to have the amazing gift of seducing women who are already attached without even realizing what I've done until a few hours later.
WHY AM I SO FUCKED UP? WHY DO I KEEP LETTING MYSELF DO THIS?
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sk4p, ijikeru, don't be surprised if I decide to just ask for a Kaishaku-nin sooner or later. Might be the only way to get out of it all with some semblance of dignity.
Someone on the MUSH (the person who plays MegaMan, in fact, though she's a woman), saw that I was clearly depressed. Decided to talk to me to help me out. Told her stuff, we spent time talking, then curling up, then kissing. Felt much better by the end.
About 5 minutes it hit me that she's not only in Canada, but dating the MUSH's director/head admin.
And I damn near virtually slept with her.
Shit, kid. You're batting 1000.
Why do I keep doing this to myself? WHY? WHY? WHY?
I can't get a date with a single woman or hold a relationship with someone who's avalible to save my life, but I seem to have the amazing gift of seducing women who are already attached without even realizing what I've done until a few hours later.
WHY AM I SO FUCKED UP? WHY DO I KEEP LETTING MYSELF DO THIS?
sk4p, ijikeru, don't be surprised if I decide to just ask for a Kaishaku-nin sooner or later. Might be the only way to get out of it all with some semblance of dignity.
