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[bzarcher]

Isa contacted me over IM, as she occasionally does.

(Yes, I could block her.....but the altruistic side of me wants to believe that someday, with a few good sharp kicks in the ass and head, she might turn into someone I could be friends with again.)

Isa: So, doing senior IS?
Me: Yup. Enjoying it.
Isa: ....I always knew you were a Masochist.
Me: ....
Isa: Well, the way you chased after me was kind of a clue. The fact you actually enjoy IS is confirmation,

Days like this I do wonder what the fuck I ever saw in her.... *sigh*

I feel for both Shawn and Nikki right now. Especially Nikki, since she doesn't have the kind of (for lack of a better term) support group in Columbus that Shawn does in Pittsburgh.

I'm not sure that anyone in the situation made all the right descisions. I'm trying not to be judgemental of either.

I don't know what else to say or do...I've tried a lot. Hard enough? I don't know.

My love....I miss you terribly. Going to go eat and try to move from there. I think I might have gaming tonight....I can't actually remember....