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First scream of the day:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

Got an email from my advisor mentioning she push-pinned the last introduction chapter I sent her (with her feedback) to her door, and was going to email me about it when she saw that someone (she assumed me) had taken it.

Guess what. I didn't pick it up.

This means some FUCKHOLE decided that something with -my- name and I.S. title on it was obviously fair game. (That, or somehow they assumed it was one of their papers. Which I doubt.)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH.

This is why I prefer staying in bed. Bed is warm. Bed is happy. skarlette is in bed. Why can't I be in bed?

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my self-esteem is PRETTY LOW.

how do you measure up? find out, courtesy of emily.

Strangely enough, I feel pretty good today. :D

Interesting thing today, tho: Magic, Witchcraft, and Religion had a guest speaker today. Catholic woman who removes curses and is a medium. Sees those spirits who haven't passed on and tries to help them into the light. After class we were offered/strongly suggested to meet with her for 2 minutes apiece in the prof's office, just us and the medium, door locked. Class was even let out fairly early to give us the time.

So, I did it. She looks at me. I asked her what she saw.

"You have lots of residual negative energy all over you. Like you're taking or having it placed on you by friends or family, but it's not actually touching you." She started to offer me a packet of seeds she had blessed which she had mentioned she gave to people to help with protection, and then stopped and said I "had all the defenses I needed" from what she could see.

Heh.

I -am- the 500 pound gorilla.