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[bzarcher]

Somewhere between lost and stressed....I've only been home for about 3 hours, not including the time at the dentist's and doctor's. (Both my 6-month checkups, both without a hitch.)

I just....I'm not comfortable here at all. I feel...trapped.

I found this song a few days ago....reminds me of her. Listening to it helps.

I wish I'd not had to leave the safety of Steve's apartment. I was much more at peace, there.

Ravens land upon her hair
Clouds adrift on her skin
A smile that tugs upon my soul
and whispers gently in my ear.

Eyes of honey look me down
Lips like roses line her mouth
Steely arrows in the air
are wilted flowers at her toes

And if you ask me how I know
what she looks like I will tell you,
"She left yesterday."

Eyes are east and lips are west
pulls my head against her breast
Logic, north and Lust is south.
pulls my fingers to her mouth
Legs as firm as canyon walls
from leaping high above the moon.
When she drifts down on the air.
the groud can't wait to kiss her toes.

And if you ask me how I know
what she looks like I will tell you,
"She left yesterday."