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Apr. 17th, 2003 05:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bzarcher*sighs*
I feel like I should apologize to the people at M3. I don't know what's going on...I've just had very little tolerance for the place this week. I'm sure some of it is related to the floating sense of depression that's been with me for a lot of this week towards Graduation, and I'm sure some of it is flavored with my frustration at my second reader, who has given me neither comments nor scheduled my oral/defense, despite that it was supposed to have been done by now. I don't know...
But at the same time....a lot of what Adminning has constantly been there is still bothering me.....the egos. The being forced to justify decisions that I never was a part of, or holes in the theme which I must argue, the frequent questioning of every decision...I don't know. Everything that gets thrown in my face every time I log in....
I don't know if a vacation would help until this is all over, or just leaving, or maybe nothing would help.
I feel like I should apologize to the people at M3. I don't know what's going on...I've just had very little tolerance for the place this week. I'm sure some of it is related to the floating sense of depression that's been with me for a lot of this week towards Graduation, and I'm sure some of it is flavored with my frustration at my second reader, who has given me neither comments nor scheduled my oral/defense, despite that it was supposed to have been done by now. I don't know...
But at the same time....a lot of what Adminning has constantly been there is still bothering me.....the egos. The being forced to justify decisions that I never was a part of, or holes in the theme which I must argue, the frequent questioning of every decision...I don't know. Everything that gets thrown in my face every time I log in....
I don't know if a vacation would help until this is all over, or just leaving, or maybe nothing would help.
