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Aug. 24th, 2002 03:25 pmIt's interesting how time changes us.
I've been waiting outside because Noelle called saying she was going to come visit, and to please be out to let her in about 3. (Of course, it's now 3:30 with no sign of her, but this is also kinda normal.
It has however given me the chane to talk to all the people arriving today as they came in, and I got the same question from quite a few of them.
"Where's Isa? Isn't she visiting you?"
A year ago, that might have hurt.
6 months ago, I would have found it sad.
Now I just find it amusing.
I think this is an improvement.
She's not the person I miss anymore.
She's not the person I wish would somehow find a way to drop in.
She's not even someone who I half wonder if will show up.
Time passes. Wounds heal.
I've been waiting outside because Noelle called saying she was going to come visit, and to please be out to let her in about 3. (Of course, it's now 3:30 with no sign of her, but this is also kinda normal.
It has however given me the chane to talk to all the people arriving today as they came in, and I got the same question from quite a few of them.
"Where's Isa? Isn't she visiting you?"
A year ago, that might have hurt.
6 months ago, I would have found it sad.
Now I just find it amusing.
I think this is an improvement.
She's not the person I miss anymore.
She's not the person I wish would somehow find a way to drop in.
She's not even someone who I half wonder if will show up.
Time passes. Wounds heal.
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Date: 2002-08-29 01:28 am (UTC)No, I have no clue who these people are, but I understand the emotions behind the statements.
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Date: 2002-08-29 05:52 am (UTC)