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[bzarcher]

Isa contacted me over IM, as she occasionally does.

(Yes, I could block her.....but the altruistic side of me wants to believe that someday, with a few good sharp kicks in the ass and head, she might turn into someone I could be friends with again.)

Isa: So, doing senior IS?
Me: Yup. Enjoying it.
Isa: ....I always knew you were a Masochist.
Me: ....
Isa: Well, the way you chased after me was kind of a clue. The fact you actually enjoy IS is confirmation,

Days like this I do wonder what the fuck I ever saw in her.... *sigh*

I feel for both Shawn and Nikki right now. Especially Nikki, since she doesn't have the kind of (for lack of a better term) support group in Columbus that Shawn does in Pittsburgh.

I'm not sure that anyone in the situation made all the right descisions. I'm trying not to be judgemental of either.

I don't know what else to say or do...I've tried a lot. Hard enough? I don't know.

My love....I miss you terribly. Going to go eat and try to move from there. I think I might have gaming tonight....I can't actually remember....

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[jwhorfin.livejournal.com]

You keep it together, BZ. And if you need to talk, you know how to get in touch with me. I've dumped enough shit on you, it's your turn to return the favor on me. I don't mind.

[chaoticgoodnik.livejournal.com]

The Isa situation ... I'm just going to leave that one alone. ;)

As for the support thing ... yeah, it is kind of difficult that my big three (you, mumeimagpie, my mom) are unavailable, but there are other folks who care about me and are willing to listen to me vent. And besides, quality, not quantity. ;)

[bzarcher.livejournal.com]

Thanks, man....I'm managing fair well.

But....if I need it, believe me, I'll take it. And I'm honored for the offer.

[bzarcher.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thank you. *HUG*

[skarlette.livejournal.com]

*Arches a brow at what Ms. Isa said and wonders if I ever run into the lass, I should demonstrate my sadistic tendancies on her person* I knew there was a reason I should have called in sick today....*hugs*

[bzarcher.livejournal.com]

What she's turned into punishes her enough...and I wouldn't have asked that of you, had I seen you...but I appreciate the sentiment. *kiss*

Have a good day, m'lady. And take my heart with you.