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[bzarcher]

MUSHing is starting to be an interesting duaity.

M3 is a major problem. So many major problems...and for every solution I find.....the problems sprout incredibly high. I know that others are telling me that I'm doing a good job.

I don't see or feel it, tonight.

X-M:E is something else. I feel a lot lighter about it. I feel rewarded by RP there. Even when I get pissed, I feel relieved at the end.
...and yes, skarlette being there as both partner and stress-reliever is a definent plus. In character or out.

I'm happy, there.

I want to be happy at M3. But nights like tonight....I don't know.

But....she gives me strength. She always gives me strength. And I appreciate it. And I am glad that she lets me give her back anything she wished.

Comments

Re: MUSHing problems.

[gigerlicious.livejournal.com]

I have a simple solution.

Quit staffing.

I guarantee almost all your issues would melt away with that move.

Re: MUSHing problems.

[bzarcher.livejournal.com]

Probably?

But that would mean letting others faith in me down.

And as much as it sucks some days, these are my people, and I will be damned if I'm gonna let them down without trying my hardest.