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Jun. 22nd, 2003
In a return SMS:
"Sorry, I've been playing Fluxx with Trevor, Jeni, and Mike. We're about to run out...maybe you'd like to drop by later?"
Did you somehow forget the fact the only reason I came to Pittsburgh was you asking that I come out to see you this weekend?
You sure don't act like someone who really needed to talk to me. Or who wanted to spend time with me.
How, just how, do you justify this? Without even an explanation for anything except this morning/afternoon? Or, perhaps, an apology?
I can't believe this.
Your trust value in my mind just took a severe hit, Nikki.
And it makes me sick that I even had to think that.
Until 5 minutes ago, there were only two people I trusted more that you.
Why did you have to let me down like this?
"Sorry, I've been playing Fluxx with Trevor, Jeni, and Mike. We're about to run out...maybe you'd like to drop by later?"
Did you somehow forget the fact the only reason I came to Pittsburgh was you asking that I come out to see you this weekend?
You sure don't act like someone who really needed to talk to me. Or who wanted to spend time with me.
How, just how, do you justify this? Without even an explanation for anything except this morning/afternoon? Or, perhaps, an apology?
I can't believe this.
Your trust value in my mind just took a severe hit, Nikki.
And it makes me sick that I even had to think that.
Until 5 minutes ago, there were only two people I trusted more that you.
Why did you have to let me down like this?
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Jun. 22nd, 2003 06:34 pmOkay.
Calmer.
Spent more money than I should have in repairing my mood, but hey, I found a classic Tron Lightcycle for $6. $6!!!! Also got a couple wallscrolls, Panera bread to take home, and MMBN2 for $20, which was good.
And honestly, I think I kinda needed to cut loose for myself, for a bit.
I'm gonna stay in Pittsburgh through at least noon tomorrow...we'll see how things work out.
I am talking to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
chaoticgoodnik...I don't think either of us realized how hurt the other would be by our actions and reactions.
I'll try...I'll try to do the right thing.
Calmer.
Spent more money than I should have in repairing my mood, but hey, I found a classic Tron Lightcycle for $6. $6!!!! Also got a couple wallscrolls, Panera bread to take home, and MMBN2 for $20, which was good.
And honestly, I think I kinda needed to cut loose for myself, for a bit.
I'm gonna stay in Pittsburgh through at least noon tomorrow...we'll see how things work out.
I am talking to
chaoticgoodnik...I don't think either of us realized how hurt the other would be by our actions and reactions.I'll try...I'll try to do the right thing.