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Jan. 15th, 2003 02:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bzarcherSomething else I've been thinking about:
I'm really not sure I should stay as the Maverick wiz at M3. To be totally honest, I'm not sure I should stay in any staff position. I've been limping a bit since before Christmas, but since I got back to school, I just haven't been able to generate any enthusiasm for the job, which isn't fair to the players or the other staffers. I can barely remember to log into it, where once I was on it as much as possible. I think something in me is just a little drained out, and with the additional demands in my life right now, I'm having trouble filling it.
On the other hand, I don't know if anyone would want to do the job, if I left. It's bad to have a burning out admin, whether he enjoys the faction or not. It's worst to have an admin who would be unhappy about being in that position.
I'm not sure what to do at the moment. Part of me says I should wait to get back into my school routine before I make a big decision, because I might well change my outlook when I'm comfortable. The other part of me wonders if I should have looked at this option earlier, and I really don't know which to follow.
This was gonna be limited access entry, intended to get advice before I let too many know, but I think it's better to make it public on reflection. The people this may affect deserve to see it. I shouldn't try to hide something like this. It wouldn't be honest.
I'm really not sure I should stay as the Maverick wiz at M3. To be totally honest, I'm not sure I should stay in any staff position. I've been limping a bit since before Christmas, but since I got back to school, I just haven't been able to generate any enthusiasm for the job, which isn't fair to the players or the other staffers. I can barely remember to log into it, where once I was on it as much as possible. I think something in me is just a little drained out, and with the additional demands in my life right now, I'm having trouble filling it.
On the other hand, I don't know if anyone would want to do the job, if I left. It's bad to have a burning out admin, whether he enjoys the faction or not. It's worst to have an admin who would be unhappy about being in that position.
I'm not sure what to do at the moment. Part of me says I should wait to get back into my school routine before I make a big decision, because I might well change my outlook when I'm comfortable. The other part of me wonders if I should have looked at this option earlier, and I really don't know which to follow.
This was gonna be limited access entry, intended to get advice before I let too many know, but I think it's better to make it public on reflection. The people this may affect deserve to see it. I shouldn't try to hide something like this. It wouldn't be honest.
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Date: 2003-01-15 11:46 am (UTC)I kind of hope you're not leaving altogether, though.
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Date: 2003-01-15 12:07 pm (UTC)By the same token, if you really don't want to do adminning anymore, quitting now is far better than quitting after another six months of brain-frying.