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Apr. 9th, 2003 04:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bzarcherFor the record, lugging 180 pounds of paper boxes up and down stairs will do nothing for feeling exhausted.
Past that....we've certainly erupted several debates here and there about what's going on with M3, but a few comments have, for better or worse, stuck in my mind, namely that things definently aren't right if the admin are all on the verge of cracking, and that if I quit I can be easily replaced and nobody will notice after a bit.
I wonder if maybe that would be the solution for me. My vacations have never really helped, and things were usually worse when I got back than when I left. Maybe just unplugging from the whole mess...put my one FC on vacation, and go away for a bit.
But that doesn't seem fair, or right, or responsible, so I don't really think it's a solution, when I look at it.
Correction: it is a solution, just not one I can comfortably stand by.
Past that, I dunno. I'm gonna have my internship interview on Friday, which is good news.
(My boss cracked up about the fact that I addressed the cover letter to "Madam" rather than her name.)
I also fear I'm slipping into a depression, as about the only things that cheer me up lately are shooting people in UT2k3 and talking to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
skarlette, and that's probably not healthy at all.
So, I'll see if I can pull myself out of it, and at some point I need to do my oral defense, too, when I hear from my second reader.
Past that....we've certainly erupted several debates here and there about what's going on with M3, but a few comments have, for better or worse, stuck in my mind, namely that things definently aren't right if the admin are all on the verge of cracking, and that if I quit I can be easily replaced and nobody will notice after a bit.
I wonder if maybe that would be the solution for me. My vacations have never really helped, and things were usually worse when I got back than when I left. Maybe just unplugging from the whole mess...put my one FC on vacation, and go away for a bit.
But that doesn't seem fair, or right, or responsible, so I don't really think it's a solution, when I look at it.
Correction: it is a solution, just not one I can comfortably stand by.
Past that, I dunno. I'm gonna have my internship interview on Friday, which is good news.
(My boss cracked up about the fact that I addressed the cover letter to "Madam" rather than her name.)
I also fear I'm slipping into a depression, as about the only things that cheer me up lately are shooting people in UT2k3 and talking to
skarlette, and that's probably not healthy at all. So, I'll see if I can pull myself out of it, and at some point I need to do my oral defense, too, when I hear from my second reader.
