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[bzarcher]

Well, we just got done delivering a bunch of Christmas stockings to all of the various IT departments. Not bad, and a decent use of an hour. However, I had to alter my santa hat to make it fit, as the 'one size fits all' didn't really anticipate someone with a head shaped like a potato.

A very overstuffed potato, at that. Filled with knowledge, wit, and bitterness. And topped with sour cream and chives.

Quote upon visiting the most hated App Development department (who tends to waste everyone's time, we're learning): "We're bringing them Christmas Cheer....and SARS."



I must note, though, that unlike it's normal state of being garnished with bacon bits, my potato-head is currently accented with shredded guilt. :/

Last night things with Lisa and I were just a little off, and I feel like it's my fault. I tried to put energy into RP and spending some time with her, but it seems like I just came off disconnected and hollow, which is not how I wanted to be at all. After 3 days of little to no contact, I wanted to show how I'd missed her and take her out to enjoy herself, and I failed pretty miserably.

It didn't help that she had to leave abruptly last night, and now I'm worried if she or things at her home are OK, and if I might have contributed to that, too.

I'm gonna apologize as soon as I see her.

And if you're reading this, love...I'm sorry. I will say it more, and again, but I am sorry, and I don't have a good explanation for myself.

Comments

[gigerlicious.livejournal.com]

I suppose I'm agreeing with you on this issue in spirit - relationships aren't perfect all the time, but dammit they should be. To settle for anything less is complacent and leads to a stagnancy.

I also agree on your resolution to the issue, but it's the guilt aspect I don't comprehend. You're right to try and rectify the situation, but that is not something to feel guilty for.

Buck up, suck up and come back when you fuck up.

[bzarcher.livejournal.com]

I suppose the guilt is how I mishandled things after such an absence. But yes, fair enough.

And thanks.