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May. 16th, 2002 11:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bzarcherI know this is a totally Pisces thought, but...
I'm so sick and fucking tired of seeing people I care about have their lives turned to shit by people, including family members, who don't give a shit about hurting others. So. Fucking. Tired. Of. It.
Part of me, after listening to a friend in Toronto who is being badly emotionally abused BY HER OWN FUCKING MOTHER, wants to give in to a lot of the rage, and frustration, and sheer fucking strength I have inside, and do something about it. Something nice, and wet, and red. But I know that's not gonna do anything, especially since I don't even have a car. But still.
I haven't hit someone outside of sparring matches for.....5 years. I wish I could do it again. Really, really badly.
I'm so sick and fucking tired of seeing people I care about have their lives turned to shit by people, including family members, who don't give a shit about hurting others. So. Fucking. Tired. Of. It.
Part of me, after listening to a friend in Toronto who is being badly emotionally abused BY HER OWN FUCKING MOTHER, wants to give in to a lot of the rage, and frustration, and sheer fucking strength I have inside, and do something about it. Something nice, and wet, and red. But I know that's not gonna do anything, especially since I don't even have a car. But still.
I haven't hit someone outside of sparring matches for.....5 years. I wish I could do it again. Really, really badly.
