As a favor to
paisleycat, I went hunting through my (mostly unpacked!) closet to find any old photos from SciHum - back at that point, I didn't own a digital camera, and I knew I'd shot a fair bit of film now and then, but I really wasn't sure how much if it had survived my moves.
Fortunately, my ability to be a packrat can eclipse my ability to easily lose things.
So, I've been up since Onyx and Patches decided to wake me up by fighting on top of my bed about 3 hours ago, and I've spent the time scanning about a hundred or so pictures, to be uploaded to Flickr for her once I finish.
Bittersweet is about the nicest way I can describe my reaction - it's very painful to see how close so many people were, and how spectacularly a lot of those relationships exploded before our time at Wooster was over. A lot of foolishness and stupidity occured, and I'm well deserving of my fair share of blame in that.
Worse, I also can't help but kick myself for falling out of touch with so many people who I see in these pictures and just barely remember - yet it at least 2 of the cases, I know they lived right next door.
I know I changed a lot in the last 3-4 years. Have they? What's happened to them - where did life take them?
I don't know, and a fair part of it is my own fault for not trying to find out.
It's 9:45. The bar doesn't open up until 10:30, and dear god, I need a drink.
Edit: Huh. Turns out I had some old Cardinal Chorale/AOSFYC pictures at the end of one of those rolls, so I'm scanning/uploading them, too.
Lots of good memories in both places, just lots of sad reflections on them, too.
Things will probably look better after a cup of coffee and a muffin.
Fortunately, my ability to be a packrat can eclipse my ability to easily lose things.
So, I've been up since Onyx and Patches decided to wake me up by fighting on top of my bed about 3 hours ago, and I've spent the time scanning about a hundred or so pictures, to be uploaded to Flickr for her once I finish.
Bittersweet is about the nicest way I can describe my reaction - it's very painful to see how close so many people were, and how spectacularly a lot of those relationships exploded before our time at Wooster was over. A lot of foolishness and stupidity occured, and I'm well deserving of my fair share of blame in that.
Worse, I also can't help but kick myself for falling out of touch with so many people who I see in these pictures and just barely remember - yet it at least 2 of the cases, I know they lived right next door.
I know I changed a lot in the last 3-4 years. Have they? What's happened to them - where did life take them?
I don't know, and a fair part of it is my own fault for not trying to find out.
It's 9:45. The bar doesn't open up until 10:30, and dear god, I need a drink.
Edit: Huh. Turns out I had some old Cardinal Chorale/AOSFYC pictures at the end of one of those rolls, so I'm scanning/uploading them, too.
Lots of good memories in both places, just lots of sad reflections on them, too.
Things will probably look better after a cup of coffee and a muffin.
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Date: 2006-11-05 04:16 pm (UTC)Baaaaaaaaaaaaaby aminals. :D
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Date: 2006-11-05 09:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-11-06 03:37 am (UTC)(Also, if you wish to copy some of my stuff to your own space or hard drive, feel free.)