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Sep. 29th, 2002 02:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bzarcherDoing thesis reading today, already rewrote one paper right after getting up.
I should probably be doing more bibliographic work, too, but I want to finish reading at least two of these so I can do a fully annotated entry. Of course, I may put something together anyhow.
Hungry.
Playing RahXephon in the background, while Ben watches the Browns game. Grandparents called to see how I was. That's always good...may try to drive up and catch them later today before they leave for a trip tomorrow, but I need to finish some work. I'm not behind on anything yet, but that's not a game I want to start playing.
Song...that's something important, of late.
I used to be able to take a lot of strength and energy from music. Singing or listening. Fueled more than one magical act out of love and the rest. Then...over the past few years, I started losing that. Took more and more effort. Had to force things more than I should have, so I stopped.
Yesterday afternoon, I was reading and listening to some music....and I felt it again. Effortlessly. Not even conciously.
I really wonder if leaving chorus was more of a personal and spiritual cleansing than I'd suspected.
I should probably be doing more bibliographic work, too, but I want to finish reading at least two of these so I can do a fully annotated entry. Of course, I may put something together anyhow.
Hungry.
Playing RahXephon in the background, while Ben watches the Browns game. Grandparents called to see how I was. That's always good...may try to drive up and catch them later today before they leave for a trip tomorrow, but I need to finish some work. I'm not behind on anything yet, but that's not a game I want to start playing.
Song...that's something important, of late.
I used to be able to take a lot of strength and energy from music. Singing or listening. Fueled more than one magical act out of love and the rest. Then...over the past few years, I started losing that. Took more and more effort. Had to force things more than I should have, so I stopped.
Yesterday afternoon, I was reading and listening to some music....and I felt it again. Effortlessly. Not even conciously.
I really wonder if leaving chorus was more of a personal and spiritual cleansing than I'd suspected.
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Date: 2002-09-30 02:37 am (UTC)Or, put in the words of someone who ISN'T suffering from just-woken-up-grouchiness, I concur. :P Leaving chorus was probably one of the best things you could've done for your soul. A bad teacher can stifle just about anything, believe me...
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Date: 2002-09-30 03:44 pm (UTC)I didn't mean to steal your words.