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[bzarcher]

Last night...I did not sleep well.

I had a lot of nightmares. I remember one where I had a truly titanic fight with both parents. Screaming until my throat was stripped.

I remember one where their skin actually sloughed off when they went into a pool.

The only thing that kept me from screaming was I started to wake up, and I swear I felt skarlette suddenly hugging me.

Then I woke up, and within 2 minutes of leaving the shower, my parents made me sit on their bed (as they hadn't gotten out of it yet), and dressed me down for not showing the "proper gratidude, affection, and respect" to my grandmother because I had forgotten to untie them last night when I took them off.

I didn't start crying till I left the room.

They're still upstairs. Called Steve and Noelle.

I don't care if we're supposed to leave tomorrow.

I have to get out of this house.

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[bzarcher.livejournal.com]

Actually, I -am- absolutely miserable, I'd say.

Unfortunately, it doesn't look like there's much I can do to get out of it. (And unfortunately, we're driving -all- the way...)

I'll try to turn things to my Advantage. We'll see what happens....